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End of Summer:
Even though it is really just the end of July, there is still Aug to deal with as far as the calendar. But the End of Summer I am referring to is me and my life. Next month is my birthday my big birthday….more later. I am going into another period of my journey here. Also next month is the anniversary of our moving into this house and starting a real life here in Japan. Aug of 2013 was the start of being on our own, not living with my mother-in-law. Meanwhile, now this month was my anniversary of becoming a priest. July 13, 2016. I played my Shakuhachi for those gathered in thanks fo their support. Today I gave my first Dharma Talk, not only ever, but via Zoom, welcome to the new world. My talk was on Sounds, Healing, and Meditation. Mostly dealing with how I approach my Chan practice being a Komuso. Playing to people’s energy points, the vibrations of tones, the breath transmission, and morphing of Chi to sound to healing or meditation. I had a lot written down when I printed it out, I would need to read for it to make sense. However, I only read parts, mostly using the print as an outline, and just talked as it came. It was not as smooth as I wanted but it was more natural. Anyway it worked, people enjoyed it, we interacted and it went well for just the right amount of time. I played a traditional Honkyoku for the group at the end. A couple even seemed interested in playing Shakuhachi and asked for links. I did better, I sent my written talk, to cover parts, statements, points I missed, along with various links. So that was sort of big deal, in my head anyway. I committed to a set of three or four talks, I now start preparing the next. So it was sort of cap to something started back in 2016 when I was ordained. The Shorin Zazen class has been set for another gathering in late Aug. I need to refund no it a bit more for the next class or changing the length to 1.5 hr. Which is ok, not enough to strain new bees, but enough to get a fuller experience. I’ll decide after the next class and speaking with Osho-san.
Band Music:
Band #1 of three and our first live house session since the Plague started last weekend. It was a fun session, our first with two new members. We sounded pretty good! Much better than the Original group. Still needs some more practice to tighten up! No idea what is the leader’s plan for the future. Don’t really expect much or care, it is just fun now in my brain. This band will never do anything big, or medium, LoL. It is sort of like what we called a garage band. Fun but never gets any real working gigs. Band # 2 is under the same classification. It was really designed just to play at one club. This will be upcoming in Sept. Band #3 has the potential to do more than just the same limited stuff, but the leader has no vision to really work the band, it is one of many side music projects. We have a live house session also upcoming in Sept. These live house sessions are on the scary side these days with the virus still raising hell. The second wave has hit Osaka. There is no call to shut down, just wear masks, wash, and try to avoid large gathering, as cluster spots. Which happen to be places like bars, and live houses. It is mostly young people transmitting the virus. When I played the other night, I had my own mic cover, wore a mask when not singing, and left as soon as my band finished. So not to be in a long period contact with anyone in a closed space.
It is is a weird life now, being safe always on the mind. I guess though mostly because I am of that group hardest hit. Perhaps if this was the spring of my life not the late summer, I would be less concerned. Hmmmm maybe, but younger I would have big goals to want to do, so I would still be careful. Speculation…
Biking:
My “Bike ” is being picked up by the shipping company today. I will have it in a few days. I have it arranged with my Shakuhachi Sensei to keep it there and his place for a couple of days if I need it when the driveway is being repaired. However that maybe not be needed as since the rains have stopped, the work may be done this weekend and finished before the bike arrives sometime next week. Once it is here, then it is practice, practice, practice. There are two parking lots I will use just around the corner from our house. I can push the bike there or ride a short back road to them. I have been putting in a lot of time watching videos about biking Japan, other riding tips. I learned a few things, even after all these years, also got refreshed on a few. Now I need hands-on. Yosh! Passing this driving thing is my big main focus for the next two to three weeks.
* Announcement *
This will be my last entry on this blog! My space is running out. I had wanted to do this when I reached Yon-dan because that was a big goal for my adventure to Japan. However, with space running out and my 70th birthday, anniversary for moving all upcoming. It is a good time to shift from the Summer of life saga to the Autumn.
An on-line acquaintance posted something about his upcoming birthday and he was going into the winter of his life at 83 but was going still keep pushing. I liked that season image, it is Zennish! So I am going into My Autumn season with a new blog.
Click Here: Zensekai…Japan 2@70
There are some kinks and things to work out on the new site, but still…it is a go!!
Don’t be square, see you there.
The first session
Photos and words from the Japanese blog of komyoji
https://ameblo.jp/ensyouzan-koumyouji/entry-12611939928.html
ok, well that sucked!
I went to do my Motorcycle test today. I had been telling myself this is just a sample test and don’t attach to the outcome. Do not expect to pass.
I thought I was handling it well. That morning though my stomach was wacky, and I did not sleep well. I guess I was internally excited for one for another maybe too much goat cheese for dinner.
I made it to the test center in plenty of time, early. I got to walk around and recheck the course. Looked ok, there were a number of testers waiting by the time the lead person showed up.
Everything was explained in Japanese. I got next to none of it. At one point I was asked if I spoke Japanese did I understand? I said only a little. He made some effort to explain you are using “this Map”. I watched, I heard something beforehand about a test run before the course. I kept waiting for that but never heard/understood any of it. By piecing several things together and asking the test “judge” just before testing I was able to understand I could make a short test drive. Which was go down a runway, turn and come back. That was it! Wow! nothing really helpful!
I sat through everything, listening carefully. I/we had to take another eye test, which concerned me, I passed again. One thing different about the Japan center is the testing people (takers) are provided with cars and bikes. In the States, you provide it yourself. I found out today we pay a rental fee to use. Ohhhhhhhh. Ok, Yeah, that is business and convenient. Ok, the bikes today riders used a couple of standard motorcycles, one Maxiscooter, (like mine) and one small scooter. We were asked in the signup paperwork beginning which did we want to test on. I thought it made a difference in the license because Japan is weird. Since I was getting a Maxi scooter I said scooter. Maybe a mistake!
My turn came, the Bike was almost the same as my new one, but made by Suzuki. Wow, that is good and bad.
I knew it would feel different, from my old bikes, but it was really different. I had no chance to really feel the bike. I took off on a test lap and then started the course…
I was perhaps the third or fourth person in order for the day so far. All before me failed at the balance beam. All had runoff the platform. I made it through the slalom. It was not smooth and fast but I made no hits. Steering was weird, I was not used to the balance of the bike, feels off. So different from a regular cycle. The Balance point place is lower and more back. I need to adapt. However, I made it, when doing my loop to the balance beam I was off at the approach, so I paused and foot touched for a moment before correcting into the next section. I stopped at the starting point, the next section. I have a mental thing with the accelerator and no clutch. How much is enough? with a clutch, I can control a slow moment and power. With this have not the feel for just a little, how much is slowly… I expected the throttle on this to just kick into go…and the sound is so different to tell how much power has been added. So I am hesitant, too hesitant. I made it on to the balance bar without issue but only a few feet on to it before balance became an issue, I did not have enough speed, did not drive off but feet touched! FAIL! To hesitant with the power. I have ridden big Harleys before so I know I have the balance and skill, but it has been a long time and no practice! sigh…
Oh well, so much for that. I knew going in it would be harder than it looked. There were some Japanese things, like the timing matter. I went up to the window and the Judge told me what I did wrong. Too slow running the slalom. That needs to be under so many seconds! ohhhh! The Balance beam is slow! Touching the feet down is a no!!
Yup, none a surprise except for the timing on the slalom. I thought driving safely was the main concern not how fast one could complete.
It was a learning day as I had thought and told myself. I can do better but the issue is, do I change to another bike a standard which I am used to, would it matter after all this time of no riding/ Once I change I can not change again! Or should I just deal with what I am doing since that is the bike I have, better to be able to ride it decently before I attempt to bring it home and be safe? Doing the test with either has no effect on the license. Getting the license is the target, the Mato.
It is somewhat like the Kyudo Delima. Do I work on doing what I need to hit and pass the test or what will be correct overall and give me growth?
(The i-ching says I should not change)
However, how can I practice? There is no provision for that. I may have to check into a bike class or see if my friend at work can help. He has the same type of bike just smaller, but the balance felt the same. Sigh…Something to figure out before next month’s retest. Wonder if I can make the grade for my birthday. The Yondan thing birthday goal is a big fail for this year. I hope the bike trip is not! I could have had next week’s appointment but that would be silly and costly. I have already missed a week of work due to the rain and the test days are on my workdays, so a costly endeavor…sigh. Depressing, things could be worse. So I must look on the bright side. At least I can have this problem and development a solution…Amitoufo
So anyway, “That” was educational,…fun…not so much!
“This”
maybe fun and interesting. This coming Sat, I am doing my first self-formal Cha’n priest thing. I am holding a class on “Shaolin Cha’n” at Komyoji temple, in Amagasaki. My favorite local temple. Pretty much my home temple in Japan. The class will be a mix of Qi Gong drills, chanting, acupressure and meditation, Taiji walking. I have done another event with the temple informal mode but it was a part of the temple ceremony. This is something I am running as myself through the temple. Then kicking it with the Abbot and Jonin-san, an ex Komuso afterward, maybe with other friends.
Another “This” upcoming is my first dharma talk. It will be held via zoom to my home temple in Las Vegas. The month of my Dharma birth anniversary., today in fact here, tomorrow, in the States when this is published. Topic: Music, Healing, and Sound dharma Pretty cool. Hopefully, we can do this safely.
* Update*
I a solution fro the lack of practice has come up. My Bike will be delivered, then I can practice at home. Small street at home plus parking lot! Perfect!
I feel better now, seeing a path to the mountain top.
It was only a small meeting only seven of us. It was held in the old location at a center because of virus concerns. We were able to keep a fair distance spread out. The room had air conditioning but was still feeling a bit stuffy to me. I had a concern about the airflow and the virus. I opened the windows behind us. No one wore masks I. The meeting. I was wondering how that would go. The strong breaths are the issue with expelling the virus. More so blowing the Shakuhachi, even with some distance spacing in sitting. So yeah I wanted the windows open, they were not at first, but I did think so when I checked they were not. I corrected that.
Tomorrow is my live driving test. It does not seem that hard, less than California, but Japan has some Japanese things going on differently. I have been watching YouTube instructions from others. Also, I have a walkthrough video I did. So I am as easy as I can get. Still, I have in mind the Japanese testing mind. Therefore I am not expecting to pass the first time, this is a trial test testing run. I will do my best but have no expectations except for me to do my best! I will use the Kyudo mind and pay attention to details. That is how they will be viewing. Yosh!
Ceramics
The class started last week. I took all my self in to be fired. This week I added some glaze to a couple of pieces and purchased some more class. There is no class next month for the heatstroke season of August and Obon. This week coming is the last for this month. I do not expect to have anything fired until Sept. then I will have to wait maybe another month for the second firing. It is a slow process there. I figure around the end of the year I will have all done from this run. I will continue with whatever until then. At the end of the year, I will take another few months’ break from there. Save money and just work on some home pieces. I will stock up on some clay during this time.
So much for “This”, next is “That”
The other day after checking out some motorbikes, I went by the Kyudojo. I have been just practicing at home during this whole virus thing. A friend who is a go-dan in the States has been giving me some training tips that he can transfer over to the Mato. I have been working on it. Along with the things my sense is had given me before the lockdown something’s I had found on my own.
I was feeling fairly comfortable with the new way of holding the Ya. I also figured out that I really really really need to focus on pressing down my shoulders also when in Kai give an extra push to extend my right shoulder back and stretch my left. It seems to tighten my body alignment for a better arrow travel path. I had not as yet had a chance to test all this out on the full range but only on the Makiwara, and using one inch cut out bulls eyes and recommend by my friend. On the Makiwara, it seemed to help I could hit the mini Mato of alt least come close to it much more consistently.
The test will be my next visit. In the past, I do well one day then suck the next! So if I can maintain or do better steadily I will feel like I am improving. Maybe I will try the Shinsa at the end of the year if there is one by then. If not, oh well! The journey is the adventure. Nothing will change in my life passing or not. Other than bragging rights…LoL!
Update, I went to the Dojo tonight. In fact, just came home from a Sat night practice. As I was coming in several Sensei were leaving. Ohhh we said! long time no see! “Hisashiburi”. a few jokes about Americans being foolish about wearing masks, and they were off into the night. That left just Yumi-chan and me. She generally comes in after work on Sat like me to practice cause it is quiet and relaxed. She only stayed for an hour then she took off. Said she was burnt out from work.
So once again alone from a Night practice. My favorite. I worked with my to different Yumi’s to check myself. The corrections I have found on myself are true on both Yumi’s. The total hits for the night were @ 38.48%, the other night it was @ 42.31. So a drop but not a great deal. When I missed I could figure out why so yeah, I am making progress! I am close to breaking out of this slump…Yatta!
When I left the States I packed my biking leathers, just in case it was my hope. I dug them out, they are ready. I did buy a new used helmet. Because I needed it for my test. I will order a new one with a color change from Black in the states to White in Japan to match the new bike. It is the color the cops have. It looks cool and is safer, easier to spot, more so at night. The Wife approves! Important!!!!
I may not make Yondan this year, but having a bike again will comfort my spirit and be of a more usable in life value.
I had one concern about the bike. I Want to park it in our yard. Perfect idea, but would it fit through the gate with is large stones as a pillar!? I measured, I checked the size of the bike On line, I measured again. It would be tight but could fit if done carefully. There was one thing that was troublesome the gate pillars have some sharp edges that stuck out and are right on the edge on the entering size needed open. I found I can trim them with my Dremel tool and diamond blade and grinders. Very Cool! yeah Baby!
On another note, my bands are starting up…more on that next.
Also, the Shakuhachi club is starting the meeting again. However ina different location with a large room and more air.
Also hoping to get to the Kyudojo this weekend. I was told it is not too crowded. I will go on Sat after checking out some bikes!
Onward …Yosh!
Stay Safe… Amitoufo
Returning
It has been confirmed I will be doing a monthly Zazen session at the temple. I submitted a plan to Osho-san he approved. We even set a date to start. I just need to now write up a little profile piece for advertising. Cool! It will not be a regular just sit and not think meditation, but something of my own design from my training. It will be interesting.
Now if I can just get a Tai Chi and or Kung Fu Class going that would be perfect! That really needs to wait until I get my personal transportation vehicle. Next week I go in for my written driver’s test. That is the easy part of the process. The road test will be a challenge.
Small steps are still steps… Amitoufo
As far as Osaka overall that I can see. People are complying with the request to chill. Once opened there are a number of people out and about at the mall, but almost all wear masks. Stores have alcohol at the door, people use it freely. There are plastic shields at the checkout, the checkers wear gloves and masks. I went to the 7-11 last night. I notice a couple of customers not wearing masks, but it was late at night, so…I guess ok. However once one starts getting slack, it is easier to get more slack.
We have a selection of masks on the wall by our keys. Dress, casual, serious, just out for a walk…It is a new world. I am shocked to see how much of a big deal some Americans are making about wearing a mask, but these same Americans want to make kids wear bulletproof backpacks as the price for freedom, but wearing a mask is against that freedom. Weird!
A friend who is a good Kyudo shot, a go-dan gave me a drill to help with hitting. It is will he said will work going from Makiwara to Mato. It will help my targeting. I am trying and will see. I would really really like to pass to Yon-dan this year. I will not make it before my birthday, because of the virus shutdown, but if I can make it to the one Shinsa this year and pass, that would be wonderful! I would feel like I accomplished something!
Word today from the Kyudojo is, it is open – sort of! For private training. However, you can not call to reserve. You have to show up and check if it is available, then you can wait if it is in use or you can try another time and day. but you have to do it in person! Messed up system! Oh well. I had not planned ongoing for at least a couple of weeks later on anyway. Perhaps it will settle down more by then.
And speaking of Kyudo it is time for me to practice, so I’m out …later!
stay safe peeps! Amitoufo